| | Ah gosh, have you ever been mad about yourself? I made a decision which was more than fine for me. Well I thought, but what is better? To hold on to a decision that is right but somehow you know you will never be happy with it, because it leaves out an important part of your life or to go on with a situation / kind of relationship that gives you a lot, but sometimes takes even more and where you are never sure when the next time is where the person will dissapoint you and hurt your feelings like a hundred times before.
I don't know. It reminds me of the song with or without you by U2.
I hate myself for letting all my thoughts and hopes go that I can stay strong this time. But on the other hand exactly this person was there this morning where no one else was able to help me. Though it was just my nerves that played a trick. I am so busy these days, I already feel sick because of that.
I thought I forgot my car wasn't locked, very bad when you are two hours away from home.
ah just my thoughts, later more.
verena
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| | Posted 7/7/2008 4:02 PM - 26 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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